Feeling like on being on speed

I've never been and never will. That however does not stop from feeling that I am. It's about 3.30 am and the amount of energy I have is probably quite annoying to my dear boyfriend who is sitting next to me, trying to study for his exam next week (d0, d1, d2, d3, d4.... si=di--1=> d0, s1, s2, s3... slopes delta si=si-si-1 and so forth *peeking at the pdf files he's reading*). We got home from a "lussevaka" at a couple of friends place where we tasted eight kinds of "glögg" (which is a very traditional spiced vine that Swedes loves to drink in December and for Christmas) and ate gingerbread with green cheese all night. As usual I got into discussions with my friend F who loves to TRY to provoke me. I must say that he's not at all as good at it as he used to be. The pleasure he finds in it just makes me calm....sorry F ;-)

Back to the energy part. I simply can't sit still and I'm listening to The Offspring in the huge earphones I'm wearing. The Offspring is one hell of a energetic band and is just what I need sometimes. Like right now.alling, I'm falling

Just one of the songs I'm listening to right now:

Have you ever
Falling, I'm falling

Falling, I'm falling

Have you ever walked through a room
And it was more like the room passed around you
Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through

Have you ever been at someplace
Recognizing everybody's face
Until you realized that there was no one there you knew
Well I know

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep forever
Some days, I'm so outshined and out of time
Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling
Falling, I'm falling

Have you ever buried your face in your hands
Cause no one around you understands
Or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be

Have you ever felt like there was more
Like someone else was keeping score
And what could make you whole was simply out of reach
Well I know

Someday I'll try again and not pretend
This time forever
Someday I'll get it straight but not today
Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling
Falling, I'm falling

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep forever
Some days, my darkest friend is me again
Have you ever
Someday I'll try again and not pretend
This time forever
Someday I'll get it straight but not today
Have you ever

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to make the world be a better place

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place
I'd like to leave the world as a better place
I'd like to think the world